Instead of doing my CBR 368 homework, I am sitting here thinking of her.
Stupid, selfish, rude, inconsiderate girl yet I still am attracted to her and possessed by her mystery. I wanted her. I wanted to be her. I hated her. I admired her. I'm sick of her. I wish she'd give me the fricken time of day.
Why do I always want to be with someone I can't have?
This song, "Someday" by Pat Monahan gives me some hope but its like a 10% chance that she'll reply to this email I sent asking why things aren't at a comfortable friendship. Just when I get over the stupid infatuation I have with her, she makes some sort of contact with me. Arrgh, just leave me alone completely or pursue me completely!
Time to go, a resident of mine wants to make lunch.
...And I still haven't touched my homework.
Who Am I?
- Nadira
- Grand Rapids, Michigan, United States
- Lacrosse. Modeling. Broadcasting Major. DONE being a player. Musician.
1 comment:
congrats on doing something about it.
you know you could've told me about this before i left. :) i want to know what's going on in your head too. (:
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